The Need for Systems
Again, in my very busy life, I continue to find myself in a space of ’non-sanctuary’ during many moments of my day — whether my physical body is rebelling, or my thoughts are running amuck, or chaos seems to be the norm, whatever. So, I sat with this in the last couple of weeks to see what I wasn’t getting — what need, or needs, were not being fulfilled at this time? Ah, yes… I need a SYSTEM. I need multiple SYSTEMS to get things to a state where I am in Sanctuary. I need a System when I arise in the morning — preparing for the busy-ness of...
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In the Silence, there is a stillness. The vibrations in the air are different — softer, somehow. No sound reverberating through my energy body. No sound in my physical presence. No sound in my external environment. No sound in my mind. Silence. I need Silence. When I first had my daughter ever-so-many-moons ago, we could not live in the place where she was conceived, as they did not allow children. So, we went looking for child-friendly accommodation, and the only reasonable accommodation we could find was a 2-bedroom apartment situated near the downtown of a big city,...
Read MoreThe Need for Space
Piggybacking on the Need of/for Time, I am now working with the energy of the Need for Space. This need was gifted to me during a point in my life when I was taking back my time, but kept getting interrupted. Or, I would have my time, but there would be so much stuff going on around me, I felt I couldn’t think. If I can’t think, I can’t write. If I can’t think, I can’t plan. If I can’t think, I can’t progress. At least, in my Relationship with my Mind, I believe that to be true. So, even though I took back my time, I didn’t have the...
Read MoreThe Need of/for Completion
As usual, this need kind of snuck up on me. There I was, busy as a bee, doing-doing-doing all day long, not realizing the ‘what’ in the doing. I realized that some things seemed never-ending, such as keeping up with the maintenance of the household when there are two beings we caregive, and three other adults in the house. What I didn’t realize was — nothing was coming to Completion. My household duties were never complete, my babysitting duties seemed never-ending, and nothing was ever in it’s place. None of my projects were moving forward, action steps...
Read MoreThe Need of/for Time
As I started with the energy of Sanctuary, I found myself getting busier and busier in my own life. Being a full-time caregiver for my beautiful 11-month-old granddaughter, plus being a relief caregiver for a man my partner cares for (who lives with us), plus all the household duties I have chosen to take on, and spending my ‘spare time’ working on my own projects — all of this has been leaving me with a sense of having no time for myself. This is perfect, because as I ‘live’ the needs, my consciousness is now focusing on my own overwhelm, which takes me out...
Read MoreThe Need of/for Sanctuary
When the Need of Sanctuary was coming through, it came it little bits at a time. It’s still coming, actually. Because of it’s enormity of scope, I will have to re-assess how I am to deliver the needs. It’s a great learning process. The Need of/for Sanctuary is, I am told, an ‘umbrella’ need that encompasses a lot of other needs. It is about Safety and Security, indeed, and it is also about Protection. But, is it about fear? And what about the Law of Attraction? If I focus on that which I need for Sanctuary, and the feelings that arise when I’m not in a...
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